am i really sad?

I have just got very excited because people other than my family have looked at my blog. yes, yes I'm very sad. Its a sick world when what your focused on is getting noticed on the Internet, but i crave it. However, i keep telling myself, its not a popularity contest, just because you have no friends doesn't make you any less of a person ha, that's what an unpopular girl would say. I LOVE MY LIFE haha.

i recently realised, all of my friends and i take the piss out of ourselves an unhealthy ammount, oh well. I want to rip rip rip things!!!